The terrible pain goes so very deep. I feel that I am a miserable creep. What I once was I will never be.
I don't know who I am anymore. The old me is lost. I no longer belong here. I desperately want to disappear.
This was always my home but not anymore. I don't know where I will roam.
My life will never be the same. The sound of my name I don't hear. No one sees me or hears me. I just want to be free, free as a bird.
All pain inside I keep. I awake each morning to face the day.
When night comes I no longer sleep. I no longer feel secure. I am like a lost sheep. All I do is quietly weep. The wall I climb is oh, so steep. Nothing seems to sweep my pain away. Where oh where can I leap? I hide behind curtains and just peep out. Look into my eyes tears slowly seep.
I don't know what lies ahead. The emptiness I feel never goes away.
My life has turned upside down, I am on a new uncertain journey.
I am hanging on by a frail thin string. I no longer sing.