It has been three years since you passed away. I am still grief stricken. The face I reveal to others is often happy and cheerful.
I feel pain deep down in my broken heart.
The pieces of my heart have scattered in many places.
I am feeling weary and heartsick. My being is forever crushed.
Your sudden death felt like a betrayal of all I had dreamed and hoped for.
No more planning the future together. I am alone now. I am doleful about the future. I am fearful for I do not know what lies ahead. I never knew before but I always knew we had each other to face the future together. We would work things out. We were to grow old together.
I regret never having the chance to say good-bye. For us it will never
be good-bye. I will always carry you in my heart. You left your loving mark on me. I do not want to feel vulnerable to others who try to take advantage of my feelings.
I try to be strong and hold on. One day we will meet again and the
scattered pieces of my heart will come together and my broken
heart will mend.